No MOOD at all

today.......

i feel unwell, uncomfortable, moody and everything not good...

today i have a Choir Practice..when i go for Choir Practice..

i feel i'm not important to them...i'm very upset.....

tired of it...........when i ask the one of them..

friday i no go children camp but join Frisbee Competition can or not?

the one of the girl say.......i dunno o....don't ask me..

DULAN really really DULAN

i think i really not important to them..i'm just like a small cotton buds..

if them need me..i can say them "use" me only...after "using" me..

then throw it to dusbin..just like the small poor cotton buds..after "using" it then throw into dusbin..

no people will care you or what..just like i'm the "cotton buds"........

i'm very very upset...like last 2 year Church Countdown to welcome the New Years..

i'm just like a small poor kitty..no people care for me...i still remember that time..

i cried at Church...but them din't know...when i gone...them still played..

that's mean them not need me..if i dissappear them still very happy..

sad..i wrote this at my facebook..

Frances Erica 有时候··我虽然爱我自己··可是我很讨厌··我一直以都来对自己说不管怎么样··
都要做好自己··做好自己是最好的··可是··怎么的··越来越觉得··
自己是不被重视的那一位··在他们生活圈里··我是多余的··很少会有我的份··
我看我少点出现比较好吧··等他们叫了··再出现还来得及··反正少了我··还是一样··
没有什么变化··就算他们需要我··也只是被利用而已··他们可以随时冷落我··
他们几时有真正的需要过我？他们几时有真正的重视过我？谁可以告诉我？
很多人都以外貌&身材来对待他人··我很清楚，我也很明白··除了男生··女生也一样··
有时候我很想默默地离开··离开了··你们还是一样很好··

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（1/12/2010 21:43PM）i wrote this..

it was very mad to me..

who care? that is my opinion....who care my opinion? i'm saying the truth..don't trying to say my opinion is wrong..hmmmmmmm.....useless........100%if not why you people like to throw at back there?also enjoyed yourself?i'm speechless already..nothing can make me happy except i go play myself like a Crazy Girl?geez! Good Night! i don't want say it anymore